I have really, really enjoyed my gap year working for my church. And I know it's not over yet, (there's still a month and a half to go!) but it feels so near the end, it's rubbish! And I have no idea what to do next year. Uni.. job.. I keep being certian one way and then changing my mind again. I even got round to phoning UCAS to decline my place today, but then they said I had to contact the university direct and I chickened out. I can't believe how much change is about to come up in my life. I know it's nothing hugely major or disasterous but I would quite like things to stay the way they are, please.