I have really, really enjoyed my gap year working for my church. And I know it's not over yet, (there's still a month and a half to go!) but it feels so near the end, it's rubbish! And I have no idea what to do next year. Uni.. job.. I keep being certian one way and then changing my mind again. I even got round to phoning UCAS to decline my place today, but then they said I had to contact the university direct and I chickened out. I can't believe how much change is about to come up in my life. I know it's nothing hugely major or disasterous but I would quite like things to stay the way they are, please.

I love the weather at the moment! I just have to write about it's amazingness! Literally one minute it's bright, sun shining through the droplets of the window and bouncing playfully off the gleaming patio, and then in 30 seconds, there's this beautiful spring shower falling daintily, drops lazily racing each other down the glass. It's so versatile, the dark sky looking so meanacing and then the sun smiles!

Love it.

And were going to feed the ducks in a bit

... actually will be alright, worrying actually gets me {nowhere} and He does actually smile on me

Life is good.

???Why don't we act like it more often???